broke down and cried in front of my mom today

broke down and cried in front of my mom today This is the first time I ever cried to her about my stutter and what it feels like. She came to my room this morning and told me to tell my dad that my college laptop I ordered would be arriving today (I ordered a top end thing without letting him know) she said it's only respectful for him to know. So I said okay and I cried my lungs out. I was never open to her about my stutter. But I definitely stuttered less around her. I told her everything. Why I always stayed indoors. Why I never had much friends and why I'm always scared to talk to my father. I don't think I cried so hard around her in a very long time. Felt like my soul was leaving me as I cried and told her how frustrating it was when my words just didn't want to come out. I've kept it in for years. Since a child. I never spoke to anyone.. personally about it. I hope things get better. I don't want to be a useless child anymore. I need to stay strong and everyone here to. Never give up even if it seems like I have. She might find me some kind of help but I'm not sure yet