I'm sure your family and friends also tried their best with you. But I hope you find more people who make you happy going ahead. My dms are always open if you need someone to talk to. Yeah, maybe I'll take up these questions with him slowly. I don't want to rush him but it kind of hurts me to see all this potential for him to live and love freely in his young years, go to waste. I want him to have so much to look back on 10 years later. Also, what a cool artist you are. My grandfather was also an artist and he would have killed to have a grandchild with skills like you.