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I don’t know what else to do During all my life I have stuttered, sometimes more and sometimes less. I think it depends in the situations, the environment, the people around me and other factors that I haven’t Analized yet. But this past year, during quarantine I noticed that my stutter became worse and worse. I don’t know if it was because of the lack of socializing or not doing things that gave me confidence and self esteem. I had to do a lot of presentations for colleague that in any of them I felt comfortable. I started having great levels of anxiety and a lot of stress. I kept missing job interviews and opportunities that life may give me. Finally in December I felled into a depression and start feeling more anxious than ever in my life to the point that for the first time in my life I experienced social anxiety and heavy self esteem problems. This lasts months I wondered if stuttering is something we can/should control or not. Is relative to our level of confidence? Should we try to control it or let it be as natural al possible? I think the objective, as regards me, is not to be determined by our stuttering. To not wake up every morning with this bag full of shit in our back. What is the way to reach that level? Sory for my English, I am from argentina.