Thank you so much for taking out the time to ramble. As I've never actually communicated to others about their experiences, it's inspiring to hear theirs struggles and their courage despite it. It's comforting to hear that I'm not alone in this struggle and even when our loved ones don't understand, there are people out there who do and are supportive of it. I would like to be a nurse and help others. I would like to be a parent too one day and be able to communicate to them. Reading your experiences, I'll keep your advice in my mind and remember that this problem doesn't define me :)