Yeah good words I know but people don't understand especially my parents and I said them that is not my fault about that, they just feel disappointed that I was not a boy like everyone else, Idk man I know that much people has situation much worse than us but I do not know when I will be able to endure even my parents do not support me about this, I feel so hopples and depressed, Sorry for those words of mine with negativity, just is extremely hard for me in those days man :(