I think the most difficult part is convincing myself to believe that my stuttering is a disability. I guess the hesitation stems from the fact that it can be non-existent at times, and severe at others. And also the fact that I can blend into a few places without others realising that I have a stutter. If it wasn't 'hideable', to a certain extent at least, I think it would've been easier for me to come to terms with this idea.