I'm honestly about to start crying from this post and specific comment. It was the first days of classes today (University) and we did those stupid intros today. It's so hard to talk to new people and introduce yourself. Especially my own name. I also had to introduce someone else and I couldn't even say their name. I came home just the most depressed I've been in a long while and I honestly just want to know what this is like for other people. Like, what is it like to speak without having to think about it, worry about it, feel ashamed of it after you're done, be able to introduce yourself to girls, speak with charisma, not scare away girls, etc. It's so hard. I'm sorry, I just had a horrible day and I just needed to get that out.