I never want to speak again 🤦‍♂️

I never want to speak again 🤦‍♂️ Just had one of the most embarrassing stutter moments in my adult life. I was in a work meeting with about 50 people and it was my turn to talk and I started stuttering for 30 seconds and making weird faces. I was so pissed after I want to the bathroom, punched a wall, and now I broke my knuckle. Fuck.my.life.