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a rant about my stutter hey guys, this is just a little rant about my speech so feel free to ignore this lol. i hate my stutter with a burning passion. i let my stutter hold me back WAY too much. i’ve missed out on jobs, potential friends/girlfriends, parties, social events etc all because of my stutter. at this point, i’d rather shut myself away and never open my mouth again than go out, meet friends and just live life. even a little “hello” to my neighbours in the morning is daunting enough to make me wait til they go inside, often making me late when i do leave the house. i just wish i could speak fluently without any issues. i can’t even count how many times i’ve wanted to speak but didn’t. there’s times where i’ve been in class, my teacher asked us all a question to which nobody knew the answer apart from me, and i’m still too terrified to put my hand up. i’ve avoided countless conversations with everyone i come into contact with (even close friends and family) purely because of my speech. i’ve had countless more breakdowns and crying sessions over my speech. ever since i was young i’ve tried so hard to accept it, and me, for what it is. i think i’ve accepted the fact that it’s probably never going to go away but i still lie in bed wandering why it has to be me who stutters. i hate how much i miss out on because of my stutter. i wish i never had it bruh :(