Yep Mate!! I remember i went to the therapist with my mum and she said I'll charge this amount and i looked at mum just showed her gesture, i think we should go, and i told the therapist I'll think about this, my mum was like son I'll pay for it don't worry, and i said naah mum why would you pay a large amount for such thing in which they would train me to spell alphabets or talk with them, i said " I can do this all day" just like Captain America😂 .I'm glad you r trying hard, InshAllah you will overcome this thing, well i also cant even answer phone calls of strangers, relatives even my own dad, and can talk fluently to mum, friends on phone calls, so its just the brain who's playing with us, InshAllah you will overcome it. Even Biden has it still now and you can see him talking fluently on T.V, so yeah you can keep the stutter hidden from the others by not talking, or interacting socially which will lead to worse stammering or you can fight it, the choice is yours mate. Don't worry bro, and dont get tensed for this, the more you get tense and feels guilt the more you will have anxiety and it will lead to worse worse worseeeee stutter. "President Joe Biden, BB King, Marilyn Monroe, Tiger Woods, Ed Sheeran, Nicole Kidman, Bruce Willis and James Earl Jones, etc etc" they all fought with it and achieved their dream profession. Never give up.