Update: My selection meetings have been going very well. After struggling and quitting yesterdays meeting, today I requested accomodations for my stutter and all the wards I have been shortlisted for have went above and beyond by having a member read my introductory script and even gave me extra time for questions. I am over the moon and my dreams are actually being close to being a reality, i've got a lot of love for you guys and yesterday you all gave me the confidence to push on through despite feeling majorly down yesterday, so I just wanted to thank you all again. I hope this gives other stutterers reading this confidence that things can turn around in an instant and perseverance is key.