been there, couldn't agree more on the second last paragraph. I guess we just need to build up confidence in ourselves and accept this instead of having self doubts. It may seem hard but I think instead of grieving over the thing that people don't understand us or look down upon us , we need to do something for ourselves..we can't wait our whole life changing perspective of others towards us. It's already exhausting. I hope you will get over it soon 💌