I was as a child but then changed in puberty, when I got very self-conscious about my stutter. In certain venues, I'm much more outspoken than normal. At work, I'm vocal and want to be the one leading meetings/the team kind of thing, but in general life I smile and am polite but don't like a lot of small talk, and being in crowds drains my energy pretty harshly. I have a very social job but am mostly a hermit in my off time.