Slowly Understanding the meaning of low quality life

Slowly Understanding the meaning of low quality life I am 24m stuttering since childhood,i had made peace with it and has been comfortable with it and accepted but nowadays my stuttering is worse and i am at point where i cannot speak what i want,i had too many blocks and my flow is pretty bad from last couple of weeks and it’s affecting my mood my communication with my colleagues at work and everything in general, lately due to this i feel stuck in life, whenever i used to read stuff like stuttering affects your life it impacts your life or it leads to low quality life i used to wonder what that even means, but lately i have somewhat understood. Low quality life means that you are not enjoying life that’s it, you are not living life the way it’s supposed to, imagine watching a video or movie at 144p how it will be, it’s not even 480p which is the standard video quality, it’s same equation with stuttering . It feels like i am not truly enjoying anything because every enjoyment i have i just dulled down by my stutter, it’s like i am just living to survive everyday i am finding it harder to just live like this where i can’t truly be myself, and by being myself i mean not able to say what i want not able to say anything i want not able to communicate simple things. The struggle i have to go through to say something takes away the joy and moment from the actual communication. I just realised how much better, enjoyable and happy i would be if i didn’t stutter also how much happy my family and people around me would be if i didn’t stutter. I am just feeling hopeless and tired of living like this where i can’t truly be myself.