commentr/StutterAugust 18, 2020

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The earliest I remember stuttering was 7th grade, which is more than a decade ago. I was reading a passage from a book kind of quickly then started to stutter and a classmate gently told me to slow down so stuttering doesn’t appear. As time went, i can only remember it getting worse in high school and college. Stuttering in front of parents, friends, and colleagues for simple things. I don’t know - literally -how many thousands of times i wanted to say something, but I would either avoid saying it, or it just wouldn’t come out the way i wanted to say it, so i’d use substitute words. I am starting to believe stuttering is a psychological issue, because when i’m home alone by myself it doesn’t really appear. I can talk out loud to myself and there’s no stutter in the words i want to say, but if i have the slightest agitation or nervousness, doesn’t matter who I’m talking to, it just appears and I avoid certain words, because ya know certain letters are “harder” to pronounce than others. So why can i speak clearly in solitude but not in public, even with family? I think the tongue has a very small place in the blame. I would think: was there any turning point event in my life that affected me (perhaps it caused the stuttering). I don’t have any recollection of any. While I don’t think stuttering has a cure, it’s always important to realize to not give up. I believe speech practice can help, though i’ve never implemented it. But, just in theory, with practice, one will excel in almost any skill. All it takes is practice and dedication.

Themes

Anticipation & AvoidanceCauses & VariabilityIdentity & Disability

Subthemes

Avoidance & SubstitutionOverthinking & MonitoringExperiential AssociationTrauma & PsychologicalSeverity & FluctuationAuthenticity vs. Masking