Why do you need praise? Why are you looking for praise? No one is putting you down. It’s your own projection and insecurity. To get triggered to deeply and the need to prove is a short coming in yourself dear. I have tons of influencers dming me all the time for this and that. I dont go on this attacking bender. Lol and my competency is in question? Lol. Good luck to you too and “all of your competency.”