for the longest time as a child I was angry with god for allowing such a terrible thing as a stutter, but the older I got the more I just stopped beliving in any kind of creator, especially after finishing school. I realised I used god as a scapegoat for all the terrible things happening to me because of my stutter, once I stopped doing that I felt so much more free. I still stutter and suffer from it from time to time but the anger is gone and so is the feeling of being a victim