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Literally almost started crying earlier because all day yesterday people kept telling me to speak up, or they'd ask me to repeat myself. Today I got told that I was "yelling." Maybe this doesn't happen as often as I think it does, but it really upsets me when people tell me that I'm not doing something, and then they tell me I'm doing to much of something. I'm just confused. I get so embarrassed whenever I get told I'm yelling in public, but I get so annoyed when I have to repeat myself 20 times. Get your hearing checked, or shut up. Please! If I start mumbling to myelf, it's because I've realized that apparently what I'm saying isn't an intrest to you, or you'd rather be listening to something else. Stop asking me to repeat myself when you don't actually care about what I'm saying. I also overhear people talking all the time about how bad their stutter is, and I'll say stuff like "Oh yeah, I stutter a lot too, sometimes I get caught up in my own words." And then they'll proceed to be like "Mm, no, I have a stutter, you don't." but as soon as i start to repeat myself, or I stutter and then get nervous and start repeating the word "like" to much because I'm trying to regain my thought they mock me. Okay- rant over.