Hey man, I'm 17 (almost 18) and can understand and relate to what you're saying, it truly is hard at times like this and we seem to venture out to other groups of society that are somewhat relatable, but aren't really as it's the stammer that is the root of the problem. I've never had a girlfriend but hopefully the next few years will be hopeful! Lol...just know you're never r/foreveralone in the fight, friend