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Alone 21 years old and I'm just too alone man. Making social connections with people is too damn hard; At work, at university, with new friends... I have a couple of friends here and there and that's good, but at the same time I know I could be more socially active without my stutter. Everything is hard for me; going on dates, talking with friends, meeting new people, talking to people normally... I'm not saying other people doesn't have problems, but ours is definitely fucking hard. I have this feeling that I'm wasting my youth years, and I see people living their lives normally. Not me. I've a terrible low self-teem and I end up isolating myself most of the time. It's tiring, it's exhausting, It sucks. The stutter has taken over my life but I hope I can get this anxiety inside me will go away someday. I can't live like this anymore