There is no fighting this anymore

There is no fighting this anymore Everyday I think to myself, “why me?” Why was I chosen for this godforsaken virus that plagues me everyday. Why is it so hard for me but so easy for everyone else? Why can other people have this flare and charisma that I simply never can have? Everyday this disease, it lives, it breeds, it gets stronger. I’ve almost given up on fighting this thing. Every week I walk into speech therapy knowing it won’t do anything, why would it? It didn’t help when I was in kindergarten so why would it now? Sorry for the negativity but that’s just the gravity of my life, and I needed to put it into words