I’ve had this happen so many times so I get it. It really does suck being a person that stutters can be so lonely and exhausting it can keep you from so many opportunities if you let it. What I’ve learned is not to beat myself up for something I have no control over you’ll just keep reliving the moment instead of moving on. Be patient with yourself when no one else will remember you are unique and you have to play the cards you’ve been dealt.