The only fear I really share with you is the genetically inherited stutter, because there is a great chance I've got it the same way even though my father and grandpa has/had a different kind of speech impediment. But man, I've checked your profile and you need to stop writing these posts because it won't get you anywhere. What do you think when was I in my worst condition stuttering-wise? When I was constantly thinking about how f'ing miserable my life is because of my disability. Can you guess when did it start getting better? When I stopped self-pitying myself and stopped spending a good amount of my waking hours thinking I have the worst life imaginable and I can never feel truly contented until I'm dead. Because there was a time when I truly believed that. Yes, I'm gonna be living my whole life with a permanent restriction and yes, it sucks indescribably so. I know it's never gonna go away and I know I'll never be able to speak what and how I want. But saying the universe doesn't let me have responsibilites like an ordinary person? Saying I don't have a choice because I am stuttering? Come on, that's ridiculous. I know it'll probably sound annoyingly cliché, but I wouldn't be saying this if it weren't true. A very big portion of you getting better at speaking comes from your mental health improving. I've never had proper therapy, I've never had speech lessons or whatever they're called, but I've definitely gotten better because I started to see things different after a while. Probably because I got too tired thinking about the bad things.