Fkin yeah,! I love reading posts like these. Like you said, it was something in you, which went against all you’re previous stuttering convictions, that made you go against what you wanted to do, with disregard of your stutter. Hopefully this will be the start of a long chain of “out of comfort zone’ behaviour, which I always say is helpful. What you did is worth a hundred “set backs”, so even if the next time doesn’t go as well, You’ve still made progress