I can absolutely relate to every single thing you wrote! It's like you exactly summarized my entire life so far. And yeah... I feel like the happiest person in the world when I finish a smooth sentence with co-workers or strangers in general. About that dream of yours, I wish it too but sometimes I wish also to be mute so people would understand a "truly" disabled person but reality is that some people consider us as mentally sick or something because of the way we stutter when we talk to them... Best of luck 😊