What would you do in my shoes? (Life advice) (theres a lot to read so if you dont feel like reading a lot dont view it)

What would you do in my shoes? (Life advice) (theres a lot to read so if you dont feel like reading a lot dont view it) This is a lot to read so if you dont feel like reading you dont have to and i kind of talk about my personal life a lot(basically yapping on about my life) Im a person who stutters whos currently a freshman in college and it still dosent feel real because im not getting that real college experience since im still living with my family and going to a community college the first two years. I want a job and want to be that talkative sociable person but I have a stutter, want a job but I have a stutter so many jobs reject me. And I need a job since I want a car and have had my drivers license for a year already but never drive and have driving anxiety but at the same time want to be that good driver that can swerve in and out of lanes effortlessly but im always scared of something unpredictable happening and getting into a accident then having to spend so much money and having insurance go up and all that, I also need a job because I want to get braces which cost 5K to fix my deepbite( already have enough for down payment can pay for monthly but only for about 7 months since i only have 1.9K), at the same time also want to buy clothes and jewelry, books (to gain knowledge and hopefully get something out of it which could change my life) but at the same time also want to save money for college since I’ll transfer to a University in two years, also need a job to open multiple lines of credit cards to get my credit score high and also want a job to get a roth IRA and also begin investing or betting on sports games to gain money. But that all starts with getting a job which is nearly impossible because of my stutter. I am drowning in schoolwork because its college and all i can do not is reminisce on my High school years(I had no friends and was the quiet kid who had his airpods in every minute listening to music to not have to talk to anyone since I had a stutter)and how I miss everyone since my high school had so much interesting people and attractive people and now community college is the opposite of that. I also want to get in better shape but I have a bicep injury and think its either partially torn or fully torn but cant get help for that since my family is always busy and has no time to take me there and i have no money and no friends to get a ride there. Most the time im only in my room watching tiktoks, Netflix, or scrolling through social media, eating and becoming fatter and think about how different my life would be and couldve been(such as in high school) if i had not had a stutter and was physically in shape. I want to be able to be social at family functions too but i never talk to anyone not even my cousins because i have no social skills and am introverted which i kind of blame on my stutter. Never even text some of them even though i follow them on social media either. What would you do? There’s probably a lot more i could talk about that I cant think of and my phone is lagging now so thats probably a sign ive been talking too much.