Everbody is unique, and the way you speak, slow and measured, is what makes it unique. You seem to have achieved so much and the only way you can move is forward - You just need to get out of your own way. Fuck it if you speak slow, or sound like a drone. OWN it. Be the most confident drone in the room and INSPIRE others in the room to be their unique selves, and not fucking try to pretend to be someone they're not.