I am not even saying that. Like i said people mostly don't care and keep conversation. I just had to say it one time couple years ago in a job interview. I were super nervous and unlocked the beast stutter mode, you know those days😁 Can you share some of those moments if it is not private? I am 32 years old and I have stutter since i was 3. I know how hard it can be sometimes, especially high school years and younger ages. If you are young, i know what you experiencing. But believe me it will be easier more and more by every year. Adults really doesn't care how you say, they want to know what you say. When you realize that people doesn't care that much, you will start to feel better and stutter less. Of course some days you feel like you are muted. But it is just a day, it will pass. If people really have a problem with your speech then they don't deserve to be friend with you.