I know what you mean man. Whenever im ordering food at the drive thru and have a hard time talking. My bro says why do you still stutter? As if like I have fucking control over it. I tell him you don't know what the hell it is like so don't tell me that shit. I get even more mad when my mom tells me I can control it and overcome it. They don't know what its like to go through on a daily basis.