It gets that way sometimes but don't give up. We all have bad days. I have Parkinson's and was in a wheelchair. I decided to go through physical therapy. In 2 months I walk without any assistance. Did it take hard work? Heck yeah. But I didn't sit on my butt and suffer. The same with stuttering. People say that there isn't a cure. You can call it what you want, but I became fluent in 6 months after stuttering for over 50 years. I have helped many. I wished that someone has told me of this knowledge 30 years ago. I don't self promote because I don't make a dime. If anyone wants help that reads this, direct message me. I will give you more information. This is not a tool or a gimmick. It is techniques to combat stuttering.