Understandably so my guy. Do u have any hobbies? What do u like to do for fun? Do u have a job? It seems like ppl at your school don't treat u so well, so if I were u, I'd look elsewhere for ppl that understand me and are patient with me. Well, honestly, I dont think I would look at all. I believe we attract the ppl who are meant to be in our lives...good or bad. Cuz either way, we are growing and learning. I wouldnt be so focused on trying to be accepted by ppl, cuz that will come on it's own. I kno you're frustrated af, and it doesn't seem like your stutter is getting better, situations aren't getting easier, ppl still look at you funny and noone wants to socialize. But one thing I can tell u, try not to get frustrated with yourself, it doesn't do anything positive for you or your self esteem. And try not to get frustrated with other ppl, cuz if they aren't patient with u, they aren't worth having around. Fuck em...you'll find ppl who can look past your stutter and see that's not all that u are...those are the ppl we want.