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Feeling stuck Quarantine got me a lot of time to think and I realized **I am feeling stuck**. I am in mid 20s and I dont have a job, a place to live on my own, also my dreams are very far (from my point of view). I feel like I cannot move forward, all my friends have dream jobs and are thinking to start a family and I just suck - I am living with my parents because I am not able to find proper job. WHY DID I STUDY SO HARD if now is all pointless? When I will have some **luck** and WHEN I will find a job like everyone else? I feel like shit. Why is this happening to me? **Why me?** Every day when I wake up I think to myself: another shitty day of my life. And then I become stressed. **And when I am stressed, I stutter more.** And stuttering is in my mind all day - i want so hard to tell something without stutter that i think about stutter 24/7. Its like **all I think is stutter.** I am losing my mind, especially because jobs nowadays are so hard to find ("normal" people have a lot of difficulties, imagine people with a stutter). I am scared I will fuck up my life, my relationship and everyone I love. I have to stop doing this, I have to stop this mindset, but is very hard. ... thats what I wanted to say...