I dont want to dive into the pool not knowing its actual depth. I actually want to be a neurosurgeon as of right now. I dont know if im capable of doing that . I have a severe stutter. Sometimes I cant even say a certain word no matter how long i try. At certain times , i cant even initiate a sentence. A little back story, i wasnt born a stutterer , it all started after the age of 14 or 15 when i got into a head injury(im not sure if this was the exact cause). Its been 4 years since that happened. I guess it will probably last a lifetime and ill have to accept it for what it is.