Tired

Tired I find having a stutter so tiring. I am always so tried. I am never at peace when I could be spoken to or have to speak. I have spoken to a therapist about this for 2 months, it was nice talking to him but didnt help me much. I don't know how to carry on with a high stress job. I can't be bothered to have a social life. I can't be bothered to do anything but rot inside on my own dreaming of living off grid or something. How do I get over this feeling, it comes in waves, but this wave has lasted for months and months I just wana to lay down and do nothing with my life.