Can you be friends with people who laugh or smile when you stutter?

Can you be friends with people who laugh or smile when you stutter? It seriously pisses me off everytime. I get just the tiny bit nervous and end up stuttering and seeing how people react to it makes me mad, it hurts me. I want to not care but i can't its so embarrassing. I got rid of all my old friends and can't make any new ones because i feel to vulnerable..ugh i hate this shit guys i just want to be normal why can't i be??