Luck is a social construct. Do you think luck has ever explained anything in life?? Luck is what you blame on bad things happening instead of looking in the mirror. What is this random you’re speaking of? You are putting way too much into this, you’re friends are right when they say you’re too thirsty, it’s like you’ve built it up to be something it’s not. Love isn’t going to answer your problems, it won’t fix the stutter or your want for others to suffer because you think you are. You need to get a hooker and grow up man. Letting pussy control you like that is not a good way to live.