Hey! I am in the exact same boat as you. I usually tend to get stuck on words that start with B, D, P, T. But my blocks don’t last longer than 6 seconds. But the insecurity and anxiety I feel about my stutter is awful. I think about it 24/7 and just the mental burnout to talk fluent is insane. But at the same time, I still have great days, so hold on! I struggle with making friends sm but I had pushed myself out of my comfort zone by starting small with like small talk; asking people about their weekend for example. After I overcame that hurdle, I was able to establish some bonds. They all know I stutter and everyone is really understanding. As someone who has been in ur shoes (and is during bad days), I would advice to take small steps to push urself out of your comfort zone. And remember, even if you ‘fail’, you will be happy you tried. You got this gurly!