I get you, but I don't really care what others think of me. It's more of my opinion on myself. You know that feeling you get when you've put on 20lbs without really noticing and then you finally notice and you're just digusted by what you see in the mirror. Yeah I feel that way every time talk. You seem nice anyway so thanks. I have a gang of stutterers on skype, if you'd like to talk maybe practice some techiniques or whatever, feel free to add me. My skype is: Throwawaysted