I have this shit too. I can't even say a simple sentence at all. Whenever I do try to talk normally, I keep making a STUPID ASS FUCKING NOISE. It won't go away and it can't be fixed. Its going to piss me the fuck off, my stuttering is the reason why I'm so fucking lonely. I feel less confident of myself and my stuttering made me a introvert. I'm so fucking done with my life, I cry myself to sleep because I overthink so much and know the fact that I can't make any friends because of my stuttering. Why the hell would stuttering fucking exist in the first place?