No, what you'll find is regret that you didn't stand up for yourself. You'll replay that moment in your head over and over again. You'll think about what you wish you had said or done. And it will continue to eat at you long after the fact at random times. You'll be taking a shower and think about it. You'll be taking a shit and think about it. You'll be watching a movie and think about it. And that bigger man inside you will want nothing more than to punch someone in the face. We don't take satisfaction from turning the other cheek. We take satisfaction in making anyone who fucks with us regret their decision.