I’m not sure if I’d say I’ve been suicidal, but definitely felt (and continue to feel) hopeless & depressed a bunch. My living situation doesn’t help either. Trying to get a job (which is made harder with the stuttering; plus a decent amount of social anxiety) so I can move out. There are some moments where I feel worse than others. For example, I was out shopping w/ my brother like 2 yrs ago, & he asked me what tv show I was currently watching (he was away @ school). Couldn’t get my answer out for what felt like forever (should’ve just said something else). It’s 1 moment that when it comes up in my mind, it makes me feel depressed. I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to not feel sad because of it, but I guess I’m hopeful that it’ll get better (helps that other parts of my life are crap right now lol). P.s. sorry for the long-ish rant. I’ve never really talked (lol) with anyone about it, & I guess I just need to get it off my chest.