Bro I get you as a black guy with a stutter as well. With the way society expects us to stereotypically be, having a stutter makes us look like less. But honestly that’s not true, having a stutter doesn’t define us. I recently turned 20 and my mindset for a while has been, if people think I’m lame/unconfidnet because I don’t speak as much or stutter well I know within myself that’s not true. Hope you feel better soon bro