I named the thing I want help with. The first thing I said is that I sometimes feel impatient. That's the main thing I'm wanting to work on. I want to feel more patience and compassion. In an earlier comment you actually called me a horrible person for feeling impatient, yet you're asking me to give you more reasons? I specifically said I don't want advice about the relationship itself because Redditors often tell ppl to end their relationships as soon as there are any problems. But even beyond that, my question isn't about my relationship, and this isn't the forum for that kind of advice.