I might take you up on PMing you, because right at the moment i don't feel like opening myself face to face. I don't want to rush anything. What do you mean by "covert stutterer" ? I'm at my final year at uni (getting my master degree at the end of the year), that's why i feel like i'm at an advanced stage of social anxiety. It's not just a phase from my teenage year (hell i was even social back then). Living in some kind of suburb with mostly students, might need 1 hour to get to the city to find a proper specialist. With my schedule atm i may be able to go once every 2 weeks, and that is if i can spare money for it. But biggest issue is still getting there and telling all about my issue. My parents (who doesn't even live nearby since i moved for my studies) are the last people i'll tell about it. I can give you more details if you want about that, but it has nothing to do with the stutter. Thank's.