That's where I am right now. It's so frustrating. I'm in my mid 20s (took longer in college) and I have nothing to show. Like, my friends from elementary school went to mediocre schools and have lives and careers. I specifically went to a good school to get a good job and I have nothing. I keep on getting rejected from job applications/interviews so much that I don't even apply anymore. I just stay at home and do nothing! How did you get the job and what does your employer/colleagues say/think? Here's what I think - why would someone hire me when they can hire someone similar who can talk better? And what if they do a phone interview first? I'm worst with phone than in person.