I have a generally mild stutter, but I can have a reeeally hard time beginning a sentence. It's like some stutter God just blocks my entire throat. But when it comes to speaking in front of a large audience (for me that's like maybe 20 people) I'm just so nervous my stutter goes away. It feels so nice. It's the only scenario where I have next to none stutter. But I thought it and you said it. I litterly can't grasp what's making people that nervous to speaking publicly. Like what in the world is so hard? You CAN talk the only thing that might look weird is your body language, nothing else. I'm jealous to death when it comes to people in groups being able to just start speaking really... Cracking jokes. I like attention really. But it's hard getting it by yourself when your not able to even communicate verbally. Damn this life is hard.