Afraidness.. Yeah. I totally agree with you. When I listen to my reaction to other people, it is kind of awkward. It doesn’t go with the flow of talking. I think that’s Because my afraidness makes what I’m gonna say. And I can’t imagine how big and deep the amount of my afraidness is. Then what am I feeling afraid of? Why am I thinking that the words I am picking up are okay for them? From the fact that Nobody knows the future, it’s ridiculous. Yeah.. it’s ridiculous. I know But I can’t help it, which is the fact that I feel so angry about. (Absolutely my goal is to overcome this) I’ve been working on these emotional things for some years. And certainly at some point I was sure my afraidness was gone about 70-80% or at least 50%. But these days, I’ve been in huge afraidness(?) again. I don’t know what I should call this, but once this comes, the symptoms are these: I go through little headache I don’t want to do anything in the morning... I don’t want to be with anyone... And while I am talking, I can feel my concentration on talking get lost more than usual. Yeah, it feels like the concentration when I talk freely. It feels like some energy don’t disperse.