Bro I don't know if your guy or girl or sister but the issue is After High School speech was shit for me and I'm still having problem I'm watching YouTube videos right now and it's hard for me and I just felt like the teacher to man they're just put me in these programs for the money and my mom and my dad they just put me in special education so they can get the SSI paycheck I get the SSI paycheck 649 and maybe that's why my life has been fucked up I always ask myself this question why was I always born like this