Me too. I can't even talk to my own family without feeling like an outcast. You know how humiliating it is when my 5 year old cousin says "Even I can speak better than you" or you're stuck on a word and in the end you just back out? But you know, that's life. We just have to keep moving along. We either learn to live with it or fall silent forever...I wish you the best random person, carry on talking the way you talk.