I probably feel this way every other day, but what helps me is remembering that there are so many people out here who won't care about your stutter and will love and accept you based on the person you are, regardless of your stutter. In the grand scheme of things there will always be assholes and people who may mock or talk down on you simply because you are different, That fear of exposing that aspect of myself has stopped from forming meaningful relationships, but trust and believe that a lot of those people are out here, its just about opening yourself up to that regardless of the risks.